kittens and kids this is probably the longest i've gone without updating my diary, or any diary, in more than a year. sometimes i'm so overwhelmed by the things going on in my life that i just can't find the words to express them; sometimes there is just too much going on. or perhaps my life is so surreal that i can't find words for that either. my best friends are people i met on the internet. people i knew in a forum who have now become my very real real-life friends. people that i party with and drink with, people i have long heart to hearts with, people i travel across the country with. they have become my family more than my real family ever has been. we look out for each other, we CARE about each other, we make each other stronger. i am a better person because of these people and it blows my mind on a daily basis that i've found a group of people who mean so much to me that i would die for them, give up whatever i have to take care of them. and i know they would do the same for me. i love my adventures with you. |