only the gentle are ever really strong
i can't waste any more time being angry with people or putting up walls or assuming ill intent.
maybe you were being selfish, maybe it was inconsiderate, or maybe you really did have my best interests at heart and everything was just miscommunicated. i am going to assume the latter because i cannot go through life looking for the negative in people anymore.
i need to believe that people are good at heart. i need to believe that we care for each other the best ways we know how. i need to believe that love comes in many different forms that are equally valid.
i need to believe that you have forgiven me because otherwise i can't move forward. i need to forgive myself.