i'm going to be okay but i miss you anyway.
happy birthday, handsome.
yesterday your mother left a totally inappropriate comment on my facebook profile photo ("very sexy") and my heart hurt because i couldn't text you to laugh about it.
today v. put on your sweater without asking and i lost it. i couldn't bear to see anyone other than you in it because i used to hug you in that sweater. i used to steal it when we lived together and you'd get so mad because my boobs stretched it out.
the sun is shining today. you would have been 26. we probably would have gone to the beach. i might wrap myself in your sweater and go there anyway, and hold you in my heart by the sea.