all is full of love
i feel high on love and so appreciated lately. since v. and i made the decision to be non-monogamous, i feel so much more myself, like i am free to love as i need to but still know that v. trusts in my love for him.
i always fear losing people because the nature of the way i love (still always like a forest fire) by default has sent people running. it means so much now to find someone who just lets it happen instead of trying to contain the fire in one place.
i feel so confident about what the future holds.
i am flawed