music gets me better than people right now. i haven't felt this misunderstood in an experience since i was an angsty teenage girl. c died because of cancer in january and now my mom has cancer, which is made so much more complicated because she already has MS. i don't even know how to talk to anyone anymore because all of this is on my mind all the time and no one seems to understand the implications. i think i am just going to retreat into crafting for a long time because loneliness is so much more comforting than people who either say nothing or say the wrong thing. |