nothing but endings
what a strange organ the brain is.
when i met you, nothing in the world smelled better. i could smell you from across the room and my whole body felt like it was on fire. that crazy power of pheromonal attraction.
when i got pregnant, your smell repulsed me, as if the seed of human within knew that it wasn't yours, maybe knew that it wasn't safe.
even after i lost the baby, it never returned to normal. suddenly i couldn't stand to be near you. didn't want you to touch me. never want you to touch me again after the insane way you behaved.
things change so quickly, so easily.