never over it
i read things that seem like they're about you
but are they about you? did i know you at all or did i only know the carefully curated version of you, except what slipped out when you were caught off guard?
i have convinced myself i caused the downfall of our beautiful love but did i? how much, exactly, was i responsible for? what did i learn from this experience?
it has been a year and i'm still thinking about you every day. i feel haunted again and i hate it. how long will it take to move on this time?