arguments i have with myself
i have these arguments with myself where i'm like, why are you so tired? why can't you do more? and myself is like hey, fyi in the last four weeks you moved into a new house, did a writing workshop, tabled at an art market, volunteered, participated in community research, went out of town to a wedding, did EMDR therapy every week, started mapping out a plan for a mental health first aid response team, helped your sibling revamp her resume, and worked full-time.
but somehow that's still not enough for me? like the response is still "but you could do so much more and look at all these hours you weren't doing anything useful."
i am not even totally sure what i would have to do to satisfy myself.