2019 has been the year of the after-shock, the reverberation of things ending still making waves.
the richter scale on these tremors is about a 3 though and i'm more like a mountain than the person below an avalanche these days. i can feel things sliding off me and it isn't without pain but i still feel whole, mostly. i'm still standing when everything passes.
i still wish i could bury myself in the earth but you know, someday.