no new friends 2021 i have met so many people. hundreds of people in my years on the planet. i've had so many friends. so many lovers. coworkers. colleagues. they've given me their music and so many scraps of themselves. now i have quilts to wrap myself in and a soundtrack for my life and i feel like i don't need anyone anymore. i don't want to need anyone. i get that it's a trauma response but it feels so much quieter in here and really i'm just grateful for the peace. |