waste of time
I guess it's just the way I do things, as awful as it sounds. I can't stop thinking constantly about the last person to consistently occupy my mind until I find someone more important to me to replace them. Until I find someone else who makes me feel intense butterflies. It just sucks that it doesn't happen to me very often so I get stuck in the same state of mind for months and sometimes years on end. The more I try not to think about them, the more I end up thinking about them anyway.