living intentionally today i am just ruminating on the fact that i have managed to piss a lot of people off in the few years i have been on earth, mostly without ever intending to. i keep telling myself this strange myth about how much of a wallflower i am because secretly i always wish to be invisible but the truth is i can't even enter a room without making waves, without people loving and hating me in equal doses. am i meant to put intention behind this and make waves on purpose? sometimes i feel like i was put on this earth to shake up the foundation of everyone i encounter. |