Caring about you makes me feel like I'm slowly losing my mind, like I'm wasting my time because it's not as though you appreciate it or even notice my concern. It's not as if it matters to you that I care because in the end I'm what you like to call a "disposable friend" and it's just easier to toss me out when you're done using me as the shoulder you cry on. I'm not really capable of not caring, it's just who I am and I'll always care more than I probably should. I just wish it wasn't so one-sided all the time.
You walk all over me because I let you, you use me and then complain about how I never stand up for myself, then when I finally get to the point where I am fed up enough to say something about it, you just get angry with me.
So sorry I am growing a backbone and am tired of taking everyone else's shit and tired of the way I let people treat me. Guess what, it isn't okay anymore.
That which yields is not always weak.