i am so tired of you getting angry with me every time i try to help, so tired of always saying the wrong thing because i have no idea what the right thing to say is or what to say to make you feel better. the fact that i'm trying is obviously not enough and i'm just making the situation worse with every single thing i say. you get mad about the most confusing parts of the situation and all i can really do is listen because i don't at all understand why you choose to focus on the things you do.
i just wanted to help and it doesn't stop you from resenting me for not being able to.
this is such deja vu of april and i hate it. why can't all of you just stop fucking shit up for each other? why can't you just keep your hands and your mouths to yourselves?