you are why i will never love the same
there is no one left who knows you or her or what happened. no one in my life now was around then. it feels like a book i read once written by someone else, like something that happened to someone else. but i feel that way about so much of my life before i lived in this city. as though it is a series of strange short stories that would never actually happen to a real person.
but you and i and she were real and strange things happened and the strangest of all is that we are both still in love with you in one way or another, almost a decade later.