letters to chase
i miss you so much lately. holy hell. i'm finally feeling brave enough to come out as trans & start transitioning and all i want to do is tell you and ask every single question.
but then i remember we talked about this. and i did ask you questions before you died. because i've been asking the same questions for almost a decade. and i carry your answers with me always. and i'm so so grateful for that. so very very grateful.
i would never have been brave enough without you. thank you for all of our many many deep beautiful conversations about gender, for being a role model to me, for being with me no matter what. i love and miss you every day.