I wish there was a physical attraction between us, it would make my life so much easier right now. Because you're intellectual, have amazing taste in music, and we can do all sorts of sweet things together. You would basically be the perfect boyfriend if there were chemistry between us. Either way, I'm glad we're friends because you are completely my intellectual outlet and I have mad respect for you in general.
Had coffee with D today, it definitely made me realize how much I missed her. We used to talk all the time, when we still had classes together, but since high school have hardly had time to hang out. A little part of me is definitely still attracted to her and would love to give dating another chance, but the rational part of me knows it would be just as disastrous as the first time.