the way things are
We all live our lives by a series of lights and lines, letting all these guidelines and instructions rule us instead of taking them with a grain of salt and making our own choices. It's another robot speech, slave to the machines, everything is cliche now. It's just frustrating how few people dare to live by their own rules and not someone else's, myself included. I wish I were braver, more able to stand up against the world, but lately it has just been easier to fold.
This will never be enough for me and I'm starting to wonder what exactly will be enough. I just want more out of life, something more like a movie, adventurous and romantic, but that reflects my dream self more than it will ever reflect the self I present to the world.
I'm not unhappy, just unsatisfied.