I wasn't planning on actually taking those fucking Prozac but now I'm thinking it might not be the worst idea. Not that it's really any better than turning to pot or alcohol for relief, honestly. Either way I'm using a mind-altering substance and trying to fix my emotional state by using something chemical instead of just getting the fuck over it.
I'm pre-stressing right now... nothing is even wrong, and the weekend was mostly wonderful, I just know that the next two weeks are going to be ridiculously hard. Between working nine - ten hour days, being on the low period of my body's cycle, wanting to strangle my sister and missing you the whole time, there's a good chance I'll have at least one mild mental breakdown. Mostly I just need to balance it out by getting as much sleep as possible though. I'm a lot less likely to stress out if I'm sleeping okay.