disconnected in all ways
i feel terribly relieved that i am not the only one having fucked up dreams lately. there must be something in the air.
all of my limbs feel loose, as if they are ready to fall out and lay on the floor, limp and useless. they are tired of me, they are desperate to escape, and the only thing holding them back is the persistent net of tendons and cartilage. you can't get away that easily, bones.
i have nightmares all the time about my teeth falling out or becoming otherwise damaged and lately my teeth feel stressed, ready to crack and it is causing me considerable anxiety.
i am at war with the disconnect between my body and my brain. they don't understand each other at all.