Why did I even want her back? The more I think about it the more I realize that would be the absolute worst possible thing.
I can't trust her at all. That's what I've come to realize. I wanted to, more than anything, and I tried harder than I ever have, but she never once gave me any reason to because she was always hiding things from me. I never knew how she felt, never knew what she was thinking, everyone else was always hearing about it before I ever did. She even flat out lied to my face a few times. Things could have been worked out between us if both of us had made the effort to be honest the whole time we were dating, instead of hiding little crucial things all the time. Maybe we wouldn't have stayed together but at least we could have broken up on decent terms.
You lied to me, humiliated me and made me feel like crap about myself all the time. I'm not putting up with it anymore, the game is over.