picking it apart
Lately I can't talk about anything without feeling judged, without feeling like people are slowly losing respect for me. Maybe I'm just slowly losing respect for myself and this is just how it makes itself obvious to me. I'm just becoming a person I don't like very much by going against everything I stand for/believe in. It's just that I don't want to pen myself down by only sticking to certain rules/codes of belief, because I also believe in opportunities and that anything is possible. I don't like closing the doors to any opportunities or possibilities.
I don't know. This is too confusing for me.