sisterhood my ass
you've tried? you've TRIED? go fuck yourself.
trying does not mean texting me out of the blue to tell me you lost your v-card to some douchebag or to tell me some kid we knew in high school is (unsurprisingly) gay. trying would consist of you apologizing or at the VERY LEAST asking me why i won't talk to you. yelling at me or telling me i'm being selfish will get you absolutely nowhere. it definitely does NOT make me want to talk to you.
the older i get, the lower my tolerance of bullshit and my tolerance for your bullshit has finally run out. sixteen years of verbal abuse and you expect me to forgive you and drop everything to talk to you just because you are "going through a rough time"? I'M going through a rough time but would you ever even think to ask about it? no, it is always and has always been all about you, all about your shit. i am fucking sick of it. maybe if you treated me with respect and actually talked to me like a decent human being, i would be willing to be there for you no questions asked. but you can't even do that. not only do you not ever take my feelings into consideration or ask me about what's going on in my life, you also go OUT OF YOUR WAY to verbally abuse me.
i don't owe you anything, and if i am being selfish in this situation, GOOD. it's about fucking time. i don't have to put up with you just because we are related.
also, STOP TALKING ABOUT ME TO MY FRIENDS. WHAT THE FUCK.