it gets fucked up so fast.
you can't accuse me of having a coke problem with one breath and tell me how great i look with the next as if the two are not related.
i have lost so much weight. you have no idea how hard it is to walk away from something that is fucking you up when it makes everyone tell you how great you look these days to the point where you are terrified to stop because you don't want to see the looks of disappointment when you gain it all back as soon as you stop.
i'm pretty now, i guess, but it's hollow as fuck.