not drinking probably helps
too much real life shit happening right now.
i woke up stressed out and had to make a list of all the things i am stressed out about to confirm whether or not the stress is legitimate.
it's definitely legitimate.
i'm not sure if i feel better or worse about that but overall the positive thing that came out of today was realizing that i am lot better at managing stress now. if all the things that are currently on my plate had been happening all at once like this a few years ago, i would have crumbled entirely.
now i just get a massage and call a friend and figure out ways to keep it from controlling my life.
adulting gets easier, i guess.