thursday now friday
my friends are always wondering why all the drugs we do get me so much more fucked up than everyone else when i'm taking much lower doses and it's always such a tense moment for me deciding whether or not to explain the fact that a considerably massive portion of my liver is permanently scarred because of the time i tried to kill myself and the way i went about doing it.
the girl i'm seeing may potentially be my academic downfall based solely on the fact that she is childishly demanding in terms of how much time we spend together and i can't say no to anyone ever. i have never been so unbelievably behind in my readings.
i hate politics and all the bureaucratic bullshit that comes with it, and how everything i am dealing with politically right now is on such a comparatively small scale to the politics of the "real world" but the way in which it affects my life is extremely damaging regardless.
dexedrine caffeine ketamine mdma. you're a college student now.