Forever was never....
The funny thing is that I finally started to feel ready for this right around the time he walked into my life. The scary thing, though, is that I can already tell I might end up falling for him and the way things are looking, that might not be the best idea. But then, this keeps my life interesting and so I'll take the risk. I asked my cards last night if I should continue seeing him and the answer was a resounding and intense YES so I'm rather inclined to listen to them. It's hard not to when even three days after he kissed me, the memory of it gave me this melty feeling and I blanked out for a second. Oh boy, you'd better be worth it.
My social calendar has been ridiculously full lately and I can't lie, I'm psyched about it. I can't believe it's taken me this long to realize just how much I love being around people. I am not at all a dependent person so it's funny how much I enjoy the company of others. Somewhere along the line I became this independent extrovert and thank goodness for that because I feel better than I ever have.
I scored the sweetest quarter ounce of ganja for this weekend and all the crazy activities that are bound to ensue. Apparently it is a wicked blaze, but I'm hoping it doesn't conk us out so much we can't find the bar [Again. Last weekend was an exercise in getting lost. So much for the joys of pre-drinking]. Thank god for my job and the fact that we're all either stoners, on our way to being stoners, or dealers.
This isn't a very philosophical entry but I suppose I'll wax poetic later.