ruthless
12:34 a.m. on 2008-11-10
But there you go for the last time I finally know now what I should have known then And I could still be ruthless if you let me But there you go when I'm not done You're waving goodbye well at least you're having fun The rising tide will not let you forget me forget me and now i'm at peace with it. maybe not always and it'll probably still hurt pretty bad for awhile but i can deal now. it occurs to me that i never really knew you at all, you were never yourself with me. and you never really knew me at all for the exact same reason. so many things were wrong with everything we did or didn't do for each other and neither of us were happy. i wish you would have told me the truth when i asked you, and i wish you could have used your own words when you broke up with me instead of someone else's, but maybe that is really too much to expect. yeah you broke my heart. i really did love you, despite our differences or the fighting or whatever. i wouldn't have stuck around as long as i did if i didn't feel so strongly about you. but the faster i get over and past you the better, because otherwise i will beat myself up with it forever.
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