I'm going to believe that there is someone out there better for me than you. Because maybe if I believe it, she will too.
I grew up thinking I was responsible for everything. That I could be blamed for anything. I grew up feeling like every bad thing that ever happened was my fault. Now I justify everything I do, whether it's internal or expressed, because I assume that someone somewhere finds fault in whatever I'm doing.
I do more wrong by assuming I've done wrong than by anything I've actually done. Why the fuck am I so complicated?