put your arms around me, baby
I thought I'd never miss anyone like this again, like I've left behind something vital and am not able to retrieve it. Like I lost my heart somewhere. This distance thing seems to be something that keeps coming back to me, some trial I have to make it through over and over again, and it never gets any easier. But with this rain, and the chill and your red sweater all I want is to be where you are.
I just need to find distraction because wallowing like this makes it worse, makes me feel ridiculous and whiny. I want to fill up all these days with work and friends and laughter so that it hurts a little less to wait.