fuck the female mind
At this point, I can only laugh about it. It's stupidly funny how people are so so so alike and yet we all think we're unique. Frustrating too, from a person point of view, and just plain old irritating when you keep running into the same kind of people and getting screwed over in the same way. Like how you're turning out to be just like her, and how it's becoming hard for me to talk to you or want to spend time with you for the same reason I can't bring myself to hang out with her. Or how L turned out to be just like K, and how she betrayed me in nearly the exact same way [although at least with K, I didn't fly half way around the world or empty my bank account beforehand].
The more it happens, the more I realize I can't fucking stand being friends with so many women. I've never once had a guy friend pull this kind of shit on me [or the ones who did acted like girls themselves so it wasn't entirely shocking]. There are very few women in this world who are actually worth talking to, and even fewer who can be trusted with anything. Maybe that's a sexist point of view, or even hypocritical considering that I am a woman, but seriously. Even I can admit that I'm often a treacherous basketcase. I just can't deal with how high strung they are any more, or how much drama they bring into my life.