life and on.
9:21 p.m. on 2008-11-12
peace peace peace. you did what you had to do. i can breathe a little better now. it's for the best, i just don't like to admit it when my pride is damaged. i don't like to admit much of anything when my pride is in any way out of sorts. i wish i felt like you missed me at all, like it mattered, but maybe it does and you're just being who you are; you just don't emote they same way i do. so it goes. i wish i'd learned to appreciate you sooner, i wish that i'd been able to just trust in how you felt about me. but i'm not and have never been that secure, no matter how much i tried for you. so it goes.
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