thoughts i don't want
i can't handle being friends with you. i really want to, but it just isn't going to happen. it hurts too much. i'm tired of wondering if you ever think of me, if your new girl makes you happier than i did, if you ever miss me. i know it isn't fair of me, i know it isn't right, but these feelings seethe through me regardless.
a year later and i'm not over it. a year later and you've been over it for a long time. why am i always the last to move on, no matter how it ends?