please just get the hint and stop talking i really don't want to talk to you right now, but if i say that you'll get upset and wonder why, and then we'll have to talk about why i don't want to talk to you and i really do not want to do that. i hate having to pretend like things are okay when once again you've done something to hurt me. i hate questioning why i am in this relationship, i hate it when i'm reminded of the things i hate about it, because i want to just be happy in it. it would help if you weren't so selfish and neurotic, and if you would stop constantly saying things you can't or won't follow through on. i am so tired of getting my hopes up with you and constantly being let down. |